it’s gonna be one hell of a week ahead!
the start of our individual assignments!
the braincells massacre!
it doesn’t make sense that last year, we had a few weeks to complete 1, just 1 assignment as a GROUP.
but now? with the same time frame, we have 6, i repeat, 6 INDIVIDUAL assignments!!
how the fuck are we suppose to cope?!
before ISP even commerce, i think i’m dead.
just kill me already.
i have never lost a good friend to arguments or complications and honestly, i hope it stays that way, especially a friend i knew for almost 10 years now.
to make it crystal clear, i’ll explain our side of the story.
from what i know, we DID invite you to the batam trip but you rejected us because you were caught up with your KL trip and will be too broke for it. firstly, the batam trip was planned before KL. at the same time, it was actually called it off before it was reconfirmed again at the LAST MINUTE.
so i heard you were disappointed that we didn’t join you in the initial KL trip you’ve been planning for so long because tong and me were still in reservist. and that you asked us to go there the week after but we said no. seriously, we don’t remember you asking us that and we have proofs for that. so i assume you’re unhappy we went ahead with ek’s plan instead of yours? i know it makes you feel like a minority because you hardly been hanging out with us as often after being together with terence. but no, we don’t treat you as a minority and you shouldn’t have felt that way.
it was an entirely small issue until we came back from batam and you had to post your “friends” status in facebook and made it such an HUGE issue. i didn’t even know it was referring to us until i asked around. even when i tried to talk to you about it, you didn’t bother to reply at all, neither did you picked up ek’s call. this is how everything started.
do you know how much it hurts to see you say “now i know who my true friends are?”, and yet just assume it was our fault and ignored us totally. that really wasn’t necessary because you just made it worse. to sum this up, we DID asked your along but you had an separate reason for being angry with us which i really don’t get it.
as for alex’s birthday celebration. it’s not like we didn’t want to invite you. but after what happened, some of us has still yet to talk to you directly, even during hock’s welcome party. therefore you should know how awkward it might have been. and to be fair, you wished happy birthday to mond but not alex.
moreover, i am utterly disappointed that all these while you also never bother to contact me. maybe you were waiting for us to do the same thing but with all due respect, it wasn’t our fault to begin with. not even a facebook comment/like which you would usually do. plus you never did show any care and concern regarding my knee operation unlike the others.
best of all, after seeing our photos for the celebration, you had post how heartless we are as a friend? judging by how it looks, were we even still consider friends in the first place? don’t put the blame on us for being heartless when you started most of this.
then you made it so much worse to the extend of deleting all of us off facebook, which i really didn’t see it coming. this is too much. is it really THAT necessary? now i know the kind of “friends” we meant to you, or perhaps the other way round. once again, you made an huge issue out of it. is it worth it? i don’t know to be angry or sad. you tell me.
i have to admit, we all have our ego but i’m putting them down for now.
it’s never easy making the first move, so here i am.
i am all ears to your side of the story. trust me.
you’re not alone.
and if this is what you want, we are sorry.
we truly still want our friend/egg back, provided you still regard us as one.
i hope this gets to and in you.
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