Where Did You Go?

at the moment, life is looking grey. i don’t know why.

i’ve been stoning for far too much, far too long.

i ought to resume on my FYP and other assignments but i am just so fucking lazy.

where did my inspiration go?

where did my motivation go?

and where did you go?

Only One Who Can Keep Me Alive

The night has come again,
And still, I am alone-
This time more than ever.
A feeling I had never felt before
And I don’t want to remember.
It’s taking a hold of me now
You drove in town to see me,
But you turned into a messenger
Oh, with news I never thought would hit my ears.
It’s now numbing me inside
(?) me from this life and I,
Want so badly to disappear.

Maybe someday I can stand again.
Maybe soon, I can learn to wash my hands of this and start anew.
But I need you now to mend my heart
Because you’re the only one that can keep me alive tonight. (tonight [x5])

You’re everything to me:
My whole world, entire being,
The one thing I hold true in my life.
What made you do this to me?
Did you want me to set you free?
It tears me up inside, every night.

Maybe someday I can stand again.
Maybe soon, I can learn to wash my hands of this and start anew.
But I need you now to mend my heart
Because you’re the only one who can keep me alive tonight.

And everything will be just fine.
(I just wanted to be perfect, I just wanted to be perfect)
And everything will be just fine.
(I just wanted to be perfect, I just wanted to be perfect)

Maybe someday I can stand again. (and everything will be just fine)
Maybe soon, I can learn to wash my hands of this and start anew.
But I need you now to mend my heart (and everything will be just fine)
Because you’re the only one that can keep me alive tonight.